It's a Girl!





After waiting a week after my ultrasound we now we know you're a girl.
We had the technician put either boy or girl on a card and I gave the card to the baker who made the cake to be pink or blue. Not even Matt and I knew. The following week on 11/11 we cut into the cake in the presence of a few of our closest friends and to our surprise it's a GIRL!
Can't wait to see you Zhanna Grace Cutler

12 weeks


It's pretty amazing watching my once little belly grow. Just shows how awesome God is and what He continues to create. I am so grateful that God chose Matt and I to have another child and to raise this one to love and worship our creator.

We can't wait to find out if it's a boy or girl which should be around early December.

Little Mexican Jumping Bean


Well, here you are! We finally get to see little you! You are another answer to prayer and we are so excited to meet you in about seven months. You have a big brother and he can't wait to hold you. We prayed for you for so long and we are so full of joy over the news of you coming into our lives.

Still in Shock!


Two months


After eight years waiting on the Lord, not always patiently, I am finally PREGNANT!
Saturday, August 20th I took a test and I was standing there shacking when I FINALLY saw two lines. I still didn't believe it so I took another one and another one the following morning. I just couldn't believe it, after all these years! I look forward to seeing how God will continue to show off in our lives, for He chose this particular season in our life to have this baby.
We feel so humbled at the fact that we have had so many people pray for us regarding having a baby. When we made my pregnancy public we had quite a few people just start crying over the happy news and hearing then tell us that they have been praying.
What's funny is that I had been waiting to start my cycle so we can start the artificial insemination process, and we didn't have to! WOW! Still in awe over all this!

Still Waiting...

I sure hope this is the month.

Bring it on!

I AM READY!!!
For some reason this new year has some significance for me. 2010 has been a year of sadness and loneliness for me ( not the whole year), but so many of the walls I built around myself came tumbling down. I am entering this year so free and hopeful! I am learning to let go and let God have His way in my life and in my family's.
Romans 12:12 is the verse I am claiming..."Rejoice in Hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer".

Matt and I have a couple big decisions to make this year...actually in the next few months,
I have been waiting and waiting to add to our family, but waiting on Lord has been rough...at this point He is the only one to intervene.

I am hopeful and excited to see what the Lord has for us this year!